I Lie

I have a hard time being honest with people. Its so hard for me to tell someone whats really on my mind so I lie. I'm afraid that if I'm honest with people they will leave just like everyone else. I don't think that I've been honest about my feelings in a really long time. Sometimes I wish that someone would just look me in the eyes and tell me that they don't believe the words that I am telling them. I wish that I didn't have to lie to my friends anymore. I wish that for once I could tell someone the truth. I wish that all my lies weren't eating me inside.